Wednesday, 30 December 2009
Miss Fantastica

Absolute brilliance. So much for being complicated.
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2:47 pm -updated (:
Friday, 18 December 2009
i've done so much.
yet im still wrong?
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11:30 am -updated (:
Sunday, 6 December 2009
the annual curtain call
2009 isnt actually a good year.
i lost freedom.
i lost pride.
i lost faith.
i lost hope
the year started off with me getting home quarantine for chicken pox, only to lose my freedom to SAF some few months later. greatness.
then my bday wkend was burned in bmt. and a few people i hoped to give me their well wishes didnt.
i slogged my guts out at work and in camp. for whom? nonetheless, my contributions were totally not recognised and cast aside.
i knew the odds were somewhat against me then. i tried harder till my old ailments decided to call back home. the tide could never be turned now. people now potrayed me as weak and lazy.
injuriesinjuriesinjuries. they kept coming at one point of time. my ippt results was ruined, my trainings have gone down the drain.
i grew into a hermit there and then.
over this cavern however was still hope.
i had time. alot of time to do some rehab.
it worked out fine until i decided to take flight too early.
in fact i realised i didnt lose anything at all.
good conscience always shadow negativity.
i may be battered. but i'm not beaten.
cya 2009. another month and you will be history.
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10:42 pm -updated (: