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Saturday, 28 June 2008
new release.
after a demoralising first half of the year with a black blog, i decided to convert back to a white one. certainly things look brighter. muchmuch brighter. i'll make sure i get brighter as well.
things arent going like i wish for them to be, but its only a week into term 3, i shudn't expect more.
about the new skin: did it overnight and completed it today afternoon. i have to say everysingle pixel was my work. credits to jh who helped me thought of the name pirateship 005 wich he eventaully changed to pirate cruiser 005 cos it sounds cooler.
seems like im workin better with the mouse.
its amazing i took 45min and 15 min on wednesday and friday to score a "first basket of the day"
i wonder what timing it'll be next.
tests this week was crap, i'm not going to look back.
tests nxt wk, and here i am wasting the day away. poor me.
im so gonna look forward to school everyday. i shan't let fear control me.
and yes i am so going to be myself again. people, it's all about loving or hating me make your choice.
Friday, 27 June 2008
changes.
i sit in front of my screen and realise, the old me, is lost forever.
Friday, 20 June 2008
T-R-O-U-B-L-E
oh my gawd! i cant believe I'm so desperate to spell trouble.
like i always say "siao4 liao4, ji4 bai4 siao4 liao4"
this is crazy man, i'm not done with homework yet, I'm trying not to forsake studying physics, and then something made me emo and complain-y. it lasted from 9pm till now, no no time is still counting.
why is there even an online message thingy on tpjc.net? damn it.
basically my teacher just gave us some new econs work to do. and reminded us on our holiday econs homework. so total essay to be done by tues is 4, 2 outlines, 2 full essays one of which to be submitted for grading. also by tues, 2 case studies. and by thurs 3 essay outlines. wth? 9 assignments from econs. siao kia. 14 parts of essay to write. how to write sia. zzz.
GP i still gt 5 reading logs to write and somehow i just find it hard to comment on most of the articles.
i still have a 2hr15min chem practice paper, untouched.
thousand and one maths revision exercises that are full of queries.
the whole physics syllabus to read up and do some catch up on.
days left? 2. freak that.
and what's more? my ankle injury seems to be acting up again. it's getting all red and sore and the pain just comes when it feels like it.
looks like the pain never got away, it never did. but probably i'm already used to the pain. and probably last friday was my final appearence as a player. but obviously i hope it isnt.
btw xiao jing teng new album isnt really bad. looks like his vocals improved abit again.
Wednesday, 18 June 2008
holidays are coming to an end. shit.
there just don't seem enough time to study eh?
studying is learning.
and learning, its a lifelong thing. How can we humans with sanity even bother restricted the domain of learning to purely years, months, weeks and days?
10-24-7, in the end u will still get 365 days + 365 days + 365 days. wads the diff? damn it.
a way of studying smart? i think not, that's just a gimmick to fool yourself to study, which i see no point in doing so.
whats the point of studying every day now anyway? it doesn't guarantee u a good life in future.
no it doesn't.
and while im typing the above, yeechien sent me some kind of inspiration.
change the idea, don't mug. learn instead. don't make it sound so painful, make it sound interesting. i'm learning!
and yes, indeed i've learnt something.
"im gonna send impossibility some few lightyears away, cos it is getting rather annoying."
Tuesday, 10 June 2008
detached
a sense of detachment, a sense of loneliness.
damn it this is one reason i hate holidays which i need to bury myself in the notes.
it just makes me an emo kid.
i'm running without headway.
someday, i might very well just bang into a wall.
but let's hope that day doesn't come.
urgh, holidays doesn't seem to liberate my mind anymore.
Here i am sitting in front of the computer early in the afternoon, trying to understand my correlation and regression tutorial. sadly, my mind just gets more clogged up with other thoughts that i'm spending more than enough time on the computer.
it appears that i'm running out of gas.
to rest my ankle, i have absented myself from basketball sessions.
yes, total abstinence from basketball and all other sports.
and without basking in the sun, i'm feeling rather sickly.
and then, i'm counting down.
i glance over to my calendar, for once, i've not written many things on it.
but then, it appears that i have too little time and too many things to catch up on.
i'm getting lonely again.
i miss him, her and you.
i probably miss my old life.
and no matter how hard i'm trying to make time for them, i just can't make time for myself.
probably i'll just dump all my things in a corner and relax abit before holidays really end.
probably i just lack resting time. maybe i'll just waste my one day sleeping away. why not? i've been having good dreams lately, only to be woken up by my alarm clock.
i wonder why i have such a controlled life, and its not even controlled by me nor even my family. its by some nonsensical curriculum of the MOE. why can't we just go back to the cavemen stage? it's gonna be so much fun.
alright any more rambling i'll be even more behind time.
i shall sign off here. and i wonder who is going to waste their time reading this emo text. probably no one. haha.
Saturday, 7 June 2008
service learning.
went for service learning last wednesday and friday at some student care centre.
i had fun though its sometimes frustrating when the kids go havoc.
took pictures for the last few minutes. shall upload them when i get them.
and i just realised i haven posted any team photos here.
so here goes.
Wednesday, 4 June 2008
the cement smell in my home is totally disgusting btw. drinking water taste like cement.
service learning day 1 - reminiscence
i had a carefree life as a primary school student.
crying then, was a liability.
how i miss those magnificent days...
today, we had service learning with some primary school kids at a student care centre.
making noise was chicken feet to them. totally noisy freaks. lol.
although i didnt do much today, im feeling damn lethargic right now. dumb.
had arts and craft session. thx to my good ol' pal ah long from ahlong pte ltd, i would say the session was a success. so it appears that kids these days love to brag. and end up, they cannot get their job done.
origami. reminded me of during primary school, when me and yeechien were busy folding ships. we got hold of free papers and began folding, and folding and folding. end up we got 2/3 huge bags of ships. we had a lot of fun then.
years past, and now im 18. im old.
i missed those days.
well, im moving on though, no worries.
Tuesday, 3 June 2008
service learning tomorrow. great, one less day to study.
but luckily it gives me a reason to escape my home which will be super dusty, i predict.
why? cos the contractors are coming down tomorrow to resurface the floor cos its leaking and the people staying under me are unhappy about it. and yes like typical singaporeans do, they complain. it will last until friday. gawd! how am i going to study in such an environment? dammit.
"money makes the world go round?" nah i'll agree more on this - "money is the root of all evil"
hell yea.
Sunday, 1 June 2008
post number 67
gloomy days and darkdark nights.
i miss my sunshine.