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Saturday, 29 March 2008
i jus cant study.
its kinda hard to pass time when im alone at home. there's seriously nothing much i cna do with the computer when there is like practically no one online.
oh well, i guess i could study. but, the mood is just not there cause no one is at home now and i seriously find it too quiet to study alone. that's dumb i know. but well, i guess i'll continue rotting.
Saturday, 22 March 2008
playtime's over
every holiday has an end. and today i shall mark it as my last day of holidays. reality is again checking in. let's just hope i do unexplainably well for this SA. lol.
Friday, 21 March 2008
A question and some sort of an answer.
i was questioned ytd night. why your blog is all the emo-emo stuffs. and it is pointed out that i'm actually/probably holding on too tightly to the past. *shrugs*
well, im unsure about this.
Its not exactly a bad thing that i'm holding on to the past is it? at least that was a happy me then; one adjective i find it hard to be used on me lately. (well, im not exactly unhappy either. it's rather hard to describe.)
my past is too precious a thing to let go. at this moment, there is probably little for me to cling on to and have them etched deeply in my memories. no. nothing.
Wednesday, 19 March 2008
return
yes im back.
i guess im not goin to do extremely well overall for this SA.
everypaper, there is just this huge weightage question that screws me up.
but whatever, im still looking foward to the results though.
Sunday, 16 March 2008
i will be away.
i'll be away from my com for a while cos SAs are beginning tmr.
it would not be until wedneday afternn that you will see me online.
till then, wish me luck for my SAs. (:
and i wonder why the chanting for the deceased haven stop when it's 1030pm already.
i don;t blame the chanting but it's really hard to concentrate on studying though. tsk.
Saturday, 15 March 2008
DANG IT.
FREAK IT. i still can't set my mind to work when the SAs are just 2 days away.
im still not done iwth any subjects yet thanks to the fed up schedule of my march holidays.
there just ain't enough time damm it. zzz.
Friday, 14 March 2008
its a sunny day
The sun has shone on us once again.
No la nina effect, no el nino effect, no whatever.
Let's all hope this weather continues for the rest of the day.
the brightbright sunny day. That's what we want. (:
Wednesday, 12 March 2008
enlightened?
I gazed at the dark clouds as i walked to school. It couldn't get any gloomier can it. But wait, somewhere amongst the clouds, i saw the sky. That glimpse of light gave me that much needed hope that the rain will stop. True enough, it stopped soon after. Though it rained again later.but i learnt something. even in the toughest of situations, where everything seems to be gone, hope still lies somewhere. It might sound like much a form of condolence to many of you, but well somehwere within me, i know this aint true. there is always hope. if you are thinking impossible, i'm telling you it's nothing.
Tuesday, 11 March 2008
Sucked.
yep i got to ask this question again, what's wrong with the weather? i'm telling myself the end of the world isnt coming anytime soon, but well, with the weirdweird weather and the melting caps, i couldn't have prayed more.
today had one of the weirdest weathers of maybe the decade. it started with a drizzle and turned into torrential rain. shortly after a blazing sun appears turning the atmosphere into a very humid one. and guess what the next minute dark clouds roam the skies and "wham" the rain fell even more heavily. and this cycle continued until ard 7pm when it stopped for 30mins and then it rained again.
what's wrong with the world momma?
and yes the cool winds this afternn just screwed up my study plans. i had a major delay so much so that i didnt manage to finish my plan b4 dinner.
math, physics and j2 chem are still waiting for me. and so is my bed. nites.
Sunday, 9 March 2008
it's lethal.
yep im talkin about the copy-paste technique. yes im gonna agree it can help alot. But well it can produce a really huge damage as well.
Thinktime?
Amazingly, Mankind has the most workable brain amongst all other animals. But even more amazingly, some people just don't think of consequences and things like that. So tell me, am i thinking now or what? And is this ability of ours a threat to mankind as well? Well, i guess so.
Friday, 7 March 2008
HOLY DAYS
just when im prepared to take a breather, i realise that one week is seriously not enough.
so yep, i've decided to save this breather till the SA is over.
i guess holidays are a direct meaning of "holy shit" days.
backtrack,
econs test was today, not really a difficult paper, but i guess im not goin to ace it anyway.
btw,
training's on tomorrow. damn i missed morning trainings.
as term one draws to a close, lets take a look at some of my few short term sightings.
napfa is on term 2 wk 7/8 i heard. wich gives me exactly 7/8 wks to train up. running isnt a real problem, i've managed to clock my personal best of 11.15min in recent days. in addition i managed to clock a 7.02 for 1.6 too. and im finally passing my jumping station. sitnreach and situps are defintely not a problem. and i've improved on my shuttlerun too. 9.8s. i tot im nv goin to break the 10s record in my life. lol.
so yes pullups. dats wads troubling. i guess i'll have to train more. 5, dats easy.
Sunday, 2 March 2008
Somebody save me.
March 02.
im seeing an avalanch in front of me.
but there must be a way out.
but again, time is running out.
Emotions
sometimes, i wished i could control my emotions more.
i hope tears can fall when i want them to. it just makes me feel better.
im losing precious minutes on the floor.
the same old feeling is coming back to me.
im losing confidence handling the ball.
i guess only one person can rescue me right now.
but well, i guess he is too busy for stuffs like that.
injuriesinjuriesinjuries.
totally hated by me.
it just so happen that my right ankle ain't in workable condition.
and it just so happen that time isn't on my side.
im facing troubled times. probably that's my life. for now.